|Playtime with Momma on the floor|
|These darn cords!|
|Find the Baby! Little Turkey!|
|Kinda stuck here...|
People always ask me how I hold it all together but when I have days like today it is a painful reminder that I am only human and only one Momma, not three.
I'm not beating myself up, I know I am doing all that I can and I know that my kids are kind, well-adjusted kiddos but it is simply hard. Life is hard and days like today just make it seem so much harder. So you see, I'm not so 'strong' as people tell me, I'm just me. I'm a Momma with limitations, who's tired just like you.
|I love this shot, how he's looking up at Nurse Allison |
(who came for a little visit)
On the positive (the hugely positive) is B is tolerating a blend of 50% formula and 50% pedialyte with no retching thus far. The hope is for a release as soon as Saturday assuming we get the feeds back to full feeds and on a decent, liveable schedule for me. He is back to himself today really and I now see how 'not well' he was. He's lost weight, is grumpy at being trapped here and is bored but through it all in true Mr.B fashion he smiles, laughs and makes those around him and life just a happier place to be.
This is a link I came across on FB today. Take a second to watch it, this is an amazing woman doing something even more amazing for Little Superheros (and their families)! Click Here!
From Our Home (Hospital Room) to Yours...